I'm trying not to be.
But I'm worried.
I don't know if I can do it: Primary President, new mother battling hormones, porn addict husband, mommy to two, PASG facilitator...
Sometimes I wish people KNEW, you know? I wish people knew what was going on so they understood why I get frazzled easily or why I forget things or why I cry for "no good reason."
Could I handle a new baby and my calling? I think so.
Can I handle my calling, a new baby, AND then all this addiction stuff? It looks like I'm going to.
I know from past experiences that the Lord will bless me if I'm willing to get down in the dirt of it all -get my hands dirty, so to speak. He will not leave me helpless.
Because even if other people don't KNOW... HE knows. He knows very well.