Ten years since we said our eternal yes.
Because I've spent the last few years fantasizing about a super fun awesome ten year anniversary celebration, the thought of staying home just seemed like hell.
Going to the temple seemed like hell.
Going away as a couple to celebrate seems fake.
And fake is hell.
So we are packing the kids into a small rental car and driving to Disneyland.
And inside I feel exactly like this:
:( The lost dreams, the empty anniversaries...they suck. Prayers your way to have lots of little nuggets of peace, fun, and other good things.
ReplyDeleteMourning with you from a distance. Sending love your way.
ReplyDelete"Fake is hell."
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely.
Fake is hell true. Being married to a PA who's currently under the GreatnessAhead program, I could so relate. And the painful part of that is oftentimes we just need to pretend that everything's fine for the sake of our kids.
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