Saturday, August 30, 2014

War Time Tea Time

On Thursday, it will be 10 years.
Ten years since we said our eternal yes.

Because I've spent the last few years fantasizing about a super fun awesome ten year anniversary celebration, the thought of staying home just seemed like hell.
Going to the temple seemed like hell.
Going away as a couple to celebrate seems fake.
And fake is hell.

So we are packing the kids into a small rental car and driving to Disneyland.

And inside I feel exactly like this:


  1. :( The lost dreams, the empty anniversaries...they suck. Prayers your way to have lots of little nuggets of peace, fun, and other good things.

  2. Mourning with you from a distance. Sending love your way.

  3. Fake is hell true. Being married to a PA who's currently under the GreatnessAhead program, I could so relate. And the painful part of that is oftentimes we just need to pretend that everything's fine for the sake of our kids.